The Thing About Fear Is...

Hey Mars,

     I can only share to you what is presently real for me, right? So, what has been revealed by the Holy Spirit is dealing with fear and the "what ifs" that come with it. Whatever fear is to me; may not be for someone else, but we all have them. I'm learning that I must first acknowledge my fear and chose to totally trust the Lord God with it and then totally seek Him until He takes it away.  I'm doing this bible study on Soul Detox via YouVersion Bible app. It has everything to do the our soul: mind, will, intellect and emotions. You know the very strong compulsive characteristics that drive us as women.
     The reasons behind why we always have to give our thoughts, even when they are not warranted or solicited and/or say what's on "our mind" or "give somebody a piece of our mind". Especially, when you have NO peace to give. Oh, don't get it twisted were intelligent creations because He made us after Himself. Being so, we've all been through the universal school of basic education, some pursued college, have some street knowledge, mother's intuition, book smart, bible savvy and the list goes on. However, all of our emotions can somehow or another, can either all go out the window like bath water or get entangled like a vine, when it comes down to our emotions; the predominantly operable part of our soul.
     Personally, my greatest fear is growing old alone. Yes, when I think about Jesus and all He's done for me..my soul cries out Hallelujah! But, there are days when my soul likes to ride on the arm of flesh and I start thinking... My son will one day move out, possibly get married and I will be physically home alone. Let's keep it real, our children will grow up and will move out. We thank the Lord God for that transition because this is the cycle of life. I am already in Empty Nest mode. I work, come home, cook if I feel like it and do whatever I very well please. I love it! Look forward to this time but just never pictured being a single "woman" at 50 years of age. Especially, after being a single mother for over 23 plus years...
     I've heard of stories where women have given up their life to Christ because I (raising my hand) am one of them. I made this choice with a sound mind and have never had more peace because I've had my share of dating both good and bad. I wanted to try and give my life to the Lord, so here I am! My life is good, never been better. He is the reason why I am single, but and there's that "but", I have my moments of "what ifs", yet I still believe my Father God for a mate, my Boaz! However, and without ever lowering my standards, I ask the Lord, "please let him love you just as much as I do"...let's keep in mind "the list" still stands but now I want him to be healthy, just like when were expecting a baby we would say. People will ask, "what do you want? a boy or girl?". Most of were smart enough to say, as long as my baby is healthy, it really doesn't matter. Yet, when that prayer is answered and you get the specific gender, then our smile gets just a little bigger.
     Like I am smiling now, because when I talk about my fears, first to my Father in heaven and then to you my sistahs, its all good, now I feel so much better. I know the effectual and fervent prayers are already being dispatched, thanks for the love!
Love caste out all fear,
Jerri of Mars

Misspell F-A-T-H-E-R

Hey Mars,
     I want to thank you all for following us on this past week of Practicing Awareness, and if you didn't then that was your personal choice, (but as for me and my house) we will praise the Lord! For what? You might ask, because the Holy Spirit gives us everything that we blog about. So, while none of the 15 Symptoms of Cancer that Women Ignore may have not been for you, trust that they were for somebody. At least you cannot say you were not informed, warned or therefore "clueless". We're just the messenger.
     This video is a dedication to all MOTHERS...watch and enjoy! It is so timely, a blessing from one of my greatest moms: Maxine, thank you!

http://www.upworthy.com/watch-this-guy-misspell-father-at-a-spelling-bee-for-a-beautiful-reason-5

Until Next Time,
Jerri of Mars

Fever, Fatigue and Persistant Cough

Good day Mars,

This is the last of the 15 Cancer Symptoms Women Ignore...

     According to the American Cancer Society, fever most often occur  after cancer has spread from its original site however can also point to early blood cancers known as Leukemia or Lymphoma. Other symptoms of cancer are jaundice or change is stool color.

     So, if your fever is not associated with influenza or other infections, see your doctor for a complete medical history and battery of tests; chest X-ray, CT scan or MRI, depending on findings.

Fatigue

     However vague this symptom can be could point to cancer, as well as other problems. This can happen after the cancer has grown or in early stages as Leukemia, colon or stomach cancers.

Persistent Cough

     A cough is expected with colds, the flu and allergies and believe or not a side effect of medications. However, a prolonged cough which last for more than three or four weeks, should not be ignored. Again, see your doctor, make sure he or she do a complete medical history, examine your throat, check out your lungs perhaps through X-ray, especially if your a smoker.

      Never forget, you come first, you always have! Prayerfully, you have already started practicing making healthy choices, and being honest with yourself and others too. I hope that you have had your fill of what symptoms not to ignore. Read 2 Timothy 1:7 & 3 John 1:2 and remember God loves you...

 

Blessings to your abundance of good health,

Jerri of Mars

 

Pain and Changes in Lymph Nodes

Good day Mars,

     Pain is something we all know too well, if you've lived long enough, however the complaining of pain and various aches could be early symptoms of some cancers or not.            
     Nevertheless, pain that persists and unexplained need to be checked out by your doctor; not you or a friend. Have your doctor take a careful account of your history and then based on that information decide what testing, if any, is needed.
Changes in Lymph Nodes

     Throughout our bodies we have these tiny organs called Lymph Nodes. They're apart of our Lymphatic System. More commonly known to have swelling in the neck and or armpits, and other places, could be symptomatic. Please Google, lymph nodes for more pics.

 

 

     If you have a lymph node that is getting larger, for longer than a month, see a doctor. Your doctor will examine you and figure out any parallel issues (such as infection) which could explain the growing lymph node. If there are none, your doctor will order a biopsy, in most cases.
      Remember, your body doesn't lie, it is a part of the All Mighty, who is incapable of such a flaw. We women are changing with each new day, except it, embrace it and encourage it! Any other behavior displayed is not healthy. Also, talk to about everything but not to everyone; get it out, you'll discover you're not alone.    
     Seek God, set realistic goals, practice honesty, make healthy choices (such as foods, exercise, people, places and yes men) and lastly be available for YOU and your son. This may sound crazy but make an appointment to see YOU! Mothers that are whole, raise sons that are whole, prayerfully. Until, next time...

Practice Awareness,
Jerri of Mars

Gnawing Abdominal Pain and Mouth Changes

Good day Mars,
     Today's symptoms start with a gnawing abdominal pain and depression. Omgosh ladies, these two signs are linked to depression and pancreatic cancer. Research has it that this form of cancer is crucial and silent. So, again if you have a persistent/sharp pain in your abdomen and its accompanied by feeling depressed, you need to get a checkup asap! The two links have also been found to be a poorly understood connection. Still we're not taking any chances, right? Practicing honesty and setting realistic goals is a real start to dealing with depression, the Holy Spirit said, "it's gonna be alright!"
 

Indigestion

     Now, I take medicine for this, the lil purple pill, and I've discovered the reasons why. I love to over-eat! And remember you body doesn't lie and it talks back too. That language is not English but Indigestion. I'm practicing honesty, ladies, I eat late too especially on the weekend. This also leads to indigestion. So, I watch my food intake and the hours I ingest them, so I don't suffer like I use to, thank God.

     Seriously, research has found that indigestion is accompanied by weight gain, remember that feeling during pregnancy or not; so now that you know, try to eat less and not late. Also, food allergies such as milk products can cause indigestion. I am lactose intolerant and my blood type is O-positive, which gives me a very acidic stomach. Which is why dairy is a no no! I've learned how to treat my body, by becoming knowledgeable to these important facts about myself. Also taught me about other foods that don't agree with me which also caused indigestion. Do your research on your blood type, you will feel much better.

     But having indigestion for no apparent reason could be a red flag, such as a clue to cancer in the stomach, esophagus and/or throat. See your doctor for any excessive indigestion, please.

 

Mouth Changes

     If you noticed white patches inside your mouth or white spots on your tongue, please see your doctor. This could be a symptom of a precancerous condition called leukoplakia that can progress to oral cancer. Ask your dentist or doctor what should be done next.

Continue reading below...

     All this information can be found again on a very knowledgeable site called WebMD. Continue to practice awareness, honesty and good health/hygiene.

Practicing Awareness,
Jerri of Mars

 

Difficulty Swallowing and Blood in the Wrong Places

Hey Mars,

     We're making our way through the 15 Symptoms of Cancer that Women Ignore...if you have missed any just visit the blog, by clicking the link below. Or Google: Mars in NY Jerri.

     OK now, I had difficulty with this one and its not a pleasant feeling. You almost feel like your suffocating. I've known at least two ladies that found polyps on their throat and esophagus. If you have or are still experiencing this symptom, difficulty swallowing, you may have already changed your diet, perhaps avoiding foods that require chewing for more liquids like soups or shakes. And your probably losing weight too.

     But this symptom could be a sign of a GI cancer, like esophagus. Please see your doctor for a thorough exam such as chest X-ray or GI tract.

 

Blood in the wrong places

    If you've noticed blood in your toilet, urine or stool please don't assume it's from a hemorrhoid, it could be colon cancer. Mars I hope I'm not the only one who looks back before they flush and if you don't then You Should! Can't just be flushing all Willy Nelly, smile. Look back, examine and if the coast is clear, then flush!

     If you are menstruating that's normal but please if otherwise consult your doctor for a colonoscopy or have tests ran for bladder or kidney cancer.

     Coughing up blood should be looked into very seriously. One occasion of blood in the wrong place may not point to anything, but if it happens more than once, please seek your physician.

     Remember, to practice being aware and not foolish. I have spoken with plenty of women who've had all kinds of symptoms but do absolutely nothing. And let's not rule out those who think not even talking about cancer...let's be real ladies. Precaution is vital if ignored could be fatal, and this is not the will of God concerning any of our lives. We must be sharp...

     Let's continue to practice being honest first with ourselves then we will find it much easier to be honest with our sons, family and others. Practice really hard towards being healthy this year, if I am not mistaken all of us are getting older; our spring chicken days are fading fast. Now I know some of us don't even look our age, some don't even feel like it half the time but over exert yourself and watch that body start screaming loud and clear, lol.

     I love you all but you know who loves you best...Jesus!

 

Practicing Awareness,

Jerri of Mars

 

 

Unusual Bleeding and Skin Changes

Good day Mars,

     This is in and around my age demographic: Menopause (pre, during or post). Women in this category tend to ignore "between-period bleeding" and could possibly be bleeding from the GI tract, which is mistakenly thought to be from their period. But if this between-period bleeding happens to be typically regular, still check it out. So does bleeding after menopause, this could be signs of endometrial cancer and if from the GI tract could be a symptom of colorectal cancer.
     Please know what normal is for you. If you never spot between period and you do, this could be abnormal, but to another it might not be, so please see your GYN. Your doctor can perform a standard pelvic exam, ultrasound or biopsy. We should also start the habit of marking our calendars of any unusual timings too. So we can be precise with our findings to our doctors.

Skin Changes
     If you're a woman who have moles, you should know to especially look for any changes--a well-known sign of skin cancer. But we should also watch for any changes in skin pigmentation. Such signs like sudden skin bleeding or excessive scaling, should be looked into by your doctor. Especially, if these changes have been going on for several weeks, because your keeping a watchful eye and marking your calendar. Whatever, is urgent to you but never wait for an emergency.
     Remember, to practice being healthy and being honest with yourself. Also, your body is not capable of lying to you. We need to remain healthy for our sons, so they can be too.

Practicing Awareness,
Jerri of Mars

 

Weight Loss

Day One Mars,

     I know we all would like to involve ourselves deeply into this phenomenon or in my case a day to day struggle: Weight Loss. To make it plain...If you are experiencing unusual weight loss this should not be ignored. Especially, if you have not exercised or decreased your eating habits. 

     What is unusual? More than 2 lbs a week; clothes are becoming too big, all of a sudden. In most cases, nothing is subtle; we've probably just ignored it because honestly some of us can or would love to lose a few pounds of fat. Say bye to the bulge and pinching inches.

 So, if you are honest with yourself, remember to practice this skill, then too much weight loss requires going to see your doctor, stat!

     In the meantime, if you can and desire to lose weight the healthy way, remember to practice this skill too, then start small. Whatever small is to you, only you can decide that. But if you need a hint, try parking/walking a block away from your destination instead of wasting energy (both physical and in gas) on circling said block for a closer parking space or like most of us, asking the Lord to open up a space, in Jesus name, now that's funny! The Lord said, "No, get out and walk", because that was His perfect source of exercise and mode transportation. And Mars, don't you dare think, well there were no cars back then. But there were mules. I still believe Jesus would have walked so He did or He would have drove pass all who needed Him. So, get out and walk! beloved.

     Please scroll down to reply or leave a comment, your input in important!!

 

Practicing Awareness,

Jerri of Mars

Let's Start with Awareness

Good day Mars,
     Okay good people, let's start the year off right by doing the hard things first. I will start by saying I suffer with lower back pain, reflux, and other gastric problems and now more than usual potty visits. I am very in tune with my body so any unusual activities are sought out thoroughly. Did I fail to mention, I just turned 50! And in spite of my GYN diagnosis; I'm nowhere near menopause, yea right...I've experienced some signs. Can somebody say "Hot flashes".
     So, I'm awakened this morning about 4:15AM with a nudge from my bladder to potty; yes an interruption in my already unsteady sleep. On any given night, I can average about 4 hours of sleep, but I also take naps during the day on vacations and after work when I'm not. Oh I also failed to mention, I was also feeling nausea along while attending this "unusual urge" to urinate. So, after I go to the bathroom, some bouts of burping, then I felt better. Note to self: Have my Gastroenterologist prescribe me some Pantoprazole Sodium DR aka Prevacid; you know the little purple pill. Works wonders...
     Okay, I can't go back to sleep so I start to hit the Internet, preferably WebMD.com.  I love this site, I research Bladder Infections: Symptoms, Causes, Diagnosis and Prevention, etc. I run into various information and can agree with 2:5 symptoms I have. This study led me into Uti (urinary tract infection), Kidney Stones and yes Cancer. Then there it was, 15 Cancer Symptoms Women Ignore. So, while reading and deciphering what applied to me or not, I thought, thank you Holy Spirit. I will dedicate the next week or so to given you, Mars, some markers, precautions and/or things that might make you say Uhhhmmmm or not.
     This is a good start for the year right? To know what the latest scientific researchers are saying, symptoms to look for, just in case in and to spark awareness. Remember, knowledge is Power! Please read and be honest with Your symptoms or not. Often times we think of what others might have instead of ourselves which is good, but let's put us first, its ok! Remember we have sons, if mom's not healthy then they're not either and therefore worry sets in. I will start the list tomorrow, so look out and be honest. Your body doesn't lie, listen to it...

Awareness,
Jerri of Mars

Welcome...2014!

Many blessings to all of You! I have no clichés for the new year but my prayer is that we do our very best to love each other in spite of the flaws we see in each other. And uphold the two greatest commandments...in this way we will do better at pleasing our Lord!

With Love,
Jerri of Mars



Revised - What I've been up to lately...and How yoou dooing?

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Mars,
         As for myself, the year is going out in the glory of God, just like it came in! I celebrated a "half a century", like my late mother use to say when she turned 50. Whew! after all I've been through, I made it this far. Thank you God!
     Christmas was quiet, made my French toast and bacon and boy was it delicious. I spent lots of money, but not on presents, just had that spending spirit come upon me. Some of you will be honest enough to testify, oh yes! To God be the glory, all my spending was hard earned cash, no credit cards for this delivered sistah, lol. The Lord delivered me from that spirit some years ago. If cash and carry is not excepted then I don't participate.
     I've been studying the Gospel of Mark online, so far so good. Oh and I've been finding and doing some great lessons on YouVersion bible app too. See this is what I use my cell phone for; to stay on top of my word and listen to my gospel music, when the world around me be trying to drag a sistah off...
     I am growing more with each knew day, being saved under the blood of Jesus some 30+ years. Hallelujah! Like a tree planted by the river; being tossed and turned but yet I stand firm, planted and unharmed, amen.
     If anyone is interested, the latest lesson plan called, Heaven's In Your Routines. It's a 5 day study from
Psalm 19, along with other bible references. Please read the entire chapter since the lesson only depicts specific verses. I also, listen audibly and write notes, also available in the app. I find all of these YouVersion lesson plans encouraging, and I know you will too! Their like little snacks I nibble on throughout the day, smile.
     Well I just felt like letting you ladies and gents know what I have been up to lately. Until the Lord allows me this opportunity again, have a blessed and prosperous New Year!!!

The new 25,
Jerri of Mars

A true legacy and great humanitarian, Nelson Mandela

Good day Mars,

A man of courage, love and much longsuffering...his life was not in vain.

     Just needed to pay homage to one of our greatest civil rights and humanitarian leader .

     He lived long and hard, fought the good fight of faith for the least of them, along with others such as Martin and Malcolm; the three M's: mmm good! God makes everything good!!!

     Below is a link for his foundation. You could also send your personal condolences. Although a hero has gone on, the need for the people and the call for justice still reigns...http://www.nelsonmandela.org/

     Keep Mandela alive through fighting to help those still in need. His legacy moves on and so we tarry for the lost of his family and loved ones...


Blesses,
Jerri of Mars




An Outpouring of Outreaching

Good day Mars,
     I know it's been a while since the last time I posted on the latest topic. I was trying to come up with ways to recruit organ donors. Well, it wasn't easy. I only had a month and I really do not like soliciting anybody for nothing. I know crazy right? but I reached beyond myself.
     It reminded me of when I worked in the retail industry and we were always told to do our very best to get the customer to purchase merchandise. I never liked doing that, even when I was the consumer, they would ask, "can I help you?" So, this was the feeling that surfaced when I sought to get donors. So, I still moved forward...
     Nevertheless, I did use my church as a venue. I set up a table, put some gifts out, along with a box to submit applications for those that were interested. Did I mention, I only received four possible donors, but that was better than none.
     My next outreach, for November, was to find some grade school children to make cards for our ailing and injured soldiers. I consider all of these types of outreach, kingdom ministry. Jesus said a lot in Matthew 25, but mostly, "...what you have done for the least of them, you have also done unto me..." So, finding organ donors and children to make cards for the sick and shut-in, is what kingdom ministry is all about.
     I asked my teacher could the students in our class make cards and he obliged. The cards were beautiful! Our students, watch videos about veterans and how to help them. They got the opportunity to think of someone other than themselves, this encompassed a writing lesson and creative drawings.

   I am grateful to God for those who have been supportive. You know Mars, when life throw lemons at you, just make lemonade. That may sound corny but life is too short to be worried  and crying over how our lives could be more meaningful. You want enrichment and fulfillment, do something for someone other than yourself.

Give life, after all Jesus gave His,
Jerri of Mars

PS-  It has been a very busy two months. More ministry to be accomplished. Who are you seeking to help? Write me about your endeavors.

Give Life...become a donor

Good day Mars,
 
It's been a long time but I'mss back! I have so much to offer over these next few months too. A couple of bible studies, some prophetic words but my latest quest is seeing how I can convince you and yours to become organ donors. And I only have ONE month. If you already are, then bless you.
For starters, "I'm a Donor"! Became one several years ago. I am not fully prepared to share the story of a dear friend but hopefully within the next week. So stay tuned ok?
In the meantime, if your not already an organ donor please take some time to research cases, find out the importance(remember knowledge is power), weigh your odds, do some soul searching and become apart of my team for the month of October, team Give Life. After all, Jesus gave His life for us, what more can we do for others...
donatelife.net If this link refuses to work, don't give up Google, the links name. See you next week, just got the approval from my dear friend regarding her incredible son. Until next time...pray about it!

Give Life,
Jerri of Mars

Being Amazed

Good day Mars,
     As we move forward in our walk with Christ we can take a few lessons from one of our forefathers', Moses, a friend of God. He calls us all "friend". (John 15:15) Like Moses, a servant/friend, God revealed himself through a burning bush that would not be consumed. The word teaches us that he didn't look away, but walked closer to see its amazing sight.
    Now, I know some of you got it all together, so when God does reveal Himself to you, through an amazing sight, you, like Moses, walk closer to it. And this is good, but their are some of us who look away, run and hide or continue on with our lives like nothing never happened.
     However, my prayer is that those who do the latter, will now seek Him a lot closer. Adonai is our source of life as is His word, in all His amazement aka glory. The bible teaches us that when we were afar off, He bought us near.
    After all, in faith we read His word and believe it, we should look forward to the word's revelatory  experiences. Remember, Jeremiah 29:11, that the Lord has thoughts for us...So, why do some of us act as though, when He reveals those thoughts there not real?
    So, let's go forward in this next phase looking for the amazement He will reveal. Are you ready to be amazed? I know I am.
     Father God, in the name of Yeshua, we give you full permission to totally amaze us with all your splendor and glory. Like Moses, we all have some apprehensions but we also fully recognize and receive your thoughts for our lives. So as your perfect love cast out all fear, lets us wait on you so you can reveal your amazing word. We stand in agreement, that your plan is perfect as is every gift and calling from above. Now Holy Spirit enable us to do exceedingly and abundantly, all that we could ever ask or think, according to the power that work in us and Your riches in glory. In Jesus name amen.

Be Amaze,
Jerri of Mars

At the Hands of this world's Injustice

Grace and Peace Mars,
   
  This is the day that the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad! I say this each day when I speak to my heavenly Father.

Jesus = Justice for All

     If we get in the Spirit, this would be true, but we must always deal with the reality of this world because the bible says, we are in it but not of it.
     On today, Sunday, July 14th, we are to relive yet another day of "how" this world dishes out injustice.
     Again, another black mother cries for her son, who was killed at the hands of injustice.
     Another black father, however a very good one, who lived in the same home with his son, will not ever again say, "good morning son, what are your plans for today?".
     While brothers, sisters, aunts, uncles, grandparents, friends and yes even foes, sit in mourning, because contrary to belief, not all white people are without deep thought and emotion for Trayvon's injustice. We all sit and wonder why?, again.
     Every mother wonders why and how, yes, she thinks on this could of been my son. Lord have mercy on my soul, because Trayvon Martin, IS our son. He just lived in another state and we shared him with his loving parents and God, in our hearts.
     But to God be ALL the glory! God will avenge because He said so, and God is not a liar. Jesus will not let Trayvon's mother and father down.
     In the words of my dear sistah Yaasmeen, "Trayvon, you did not die in vain, you will be remembered just like the others who were killed by injustice..."

Momma's babyboy

     Let' pray and mourn today, yet cry out like women in labor, because I am very sure that Trayvon's  mother will need more tears. She could never cry enough, her son will never come home from the store again...

God will comfort The Martins',
Jerri of Mars

Works in Faith...the quality of it

What's up Mars, (this looks like a lot to read but please do so; its a blessing)

     I know its been a long time, but truthfully I've been growing weary in my well doing. I was just praying to the Lord that I need to be constantly surrounded with encouraging and nurturing saints. The world is busy producing birthing pains, ladies. Are we Ready?! He's coming back!)
     So, I'm having this spiritually enlightened conversation with my dear sistah Chrissy. She was so excited about the word of the Lord that was given to her and with much confirmation(actually ten people). I have not had that kind of experience in a while. If I'm by myself and honest enough to confess it, that's good. However, we do and will grow weary in our well doing if we faint not, and we do that too.
     Yes, we wake up with the grace and mercy of Jesus each day. We pray, read, meditate, listen to Christian music/preachers, be kind, thankful and loving to our neighbors...the list goes on, but when? was the last time you truly had wisdom and revelation added to the purpose and plan God has spoken over your life? No, I am not talking about the ministry your church has you fulfilling which is good. I'm talking about finding yourself in a situation or place where you know it had nothing to do with nobody but the Lord.
     To make it plain...you meet with your church ministry. You all sit down, go through the itinerary and minutes; you come up with a service or devise a plan to raise money right? (Because ultimately that's the goal. Will people and saints be blessed, yes, but it all boils down to just us again.)All this is wonderful, but its all planned out, by who? us. Also, I know that our meetings and plans come from God too, but then transparency takes over. Sometimes it just needs to be God and I or you in your case.
     Now, before you get all upset beloveth, picture no ministry meeting, no itinerary and no monies to be raised, then what? This causes you to think, right? But you've done enough of that...but don't think, don't do nothing. Find your secret closet, and wait on the Lord.(It's labor time, saints. So, wait and then push) Now your in expectation for God to say something, make a move in You! That's divine destiny and intervention. All of a sudden you find yourself treading uncharted land. People are just coming out of nowhere with a word, a need, and resources, like with Chrissy. And because God the Holy Spirit has given you wisdom and revelation you now know what to do and where to go. The people there don't even look like you, nor do they speak like you.  And they shouldn't because its no longer just us.   Divine intervention crosses color lines, socioeconomic boundaries, etc...   
     This has absolutely nothing to do with the church board, auxiliary or ministry, but you can now go back and ask them to support. God's divine intervention helps not just our church but specifically the Kingdom, and it takes the entire body, in and out of the churches four walls. It's nobody but the hand of the Lord!
     This is what I am seeking after, and I've been there before, but I then ask myself, "Am I really going to avail myself this time?" To be patient and honestly wait for the Lord to speak, not man or my ego, but really hear what the Spirit is saying, because He has much to say.
     Are we being still enough or still being busy just for the sake of being busy. To be seen and heard, look at me, look at me, I'm working for the Lord! In reality your really exhausted, and running on fumes. The word teaches us to be willing vessels...with continual refreshing and filling of His Spirit(Ephesians 5:18/Acts 13:52 NASB). We're a wonderful work in progress, being processed, to be poured out like a drink offering and refilled again.
     If you've had this type of intervention, or seeking after it, please share your works of faith in our comment section. Nobody wants to grow weary and were sure not going to faint, remember the flesh is weak but the Spirit is willing. In your free time, read I Corinthians 3:1-23 lifting up from v10-13, its about the "quality" of our works in faith, not quantity. Let's be still and KNOW that He is GOD!

You are not alone,
Jerri of Mars

An Ethiopian Princess in Israel

Good day Mars,

 Yityish Titi Aynaw is this beautiful black princess who's now crowned Miss Israel 2013. A native of Ethiopia, orphaned, and raised by her single grandmother has never stifled her dreams. Served in the military and has been an admirer of Barack Obama long before his presidency. All aaccomplished by age 21. Yityish along with our President were honorary guest to the state dinner in Israel. She declared him, "an world-class hunk". For the record, this is our President's very first visit to Israel since he's been elected in 2008.

I pray you find time to watch her video which is just a snippet of her journey and/or read the full article in the link below.

 

http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2013/mar/13/president-obama-black-miss-israel    

 also read this link (the next Tyra Banks)

http://failedmessiah.typepad.com/failed_messiahcom/2013/02/ethiopian-jew-wins-miss-israel-contest-456.html


Always aspiring to be different in order to change the world, one soul at a time...
 

You are not alone,
Jerri of Mars

Raising Him Alone...

Good day Mars,

Below is a link to a very resourceful website that supports single mothers, it's based out of Newark and Baltimore. There are helpful links to assist in selecting after school programs, parenting a angry male child, keeping boys busy, also appropriate punishment & discipline, the list is extensive. Please read and/or pass on to other single mothers, as well as, single fathers. There's also great information for Grandparents raising sons. Remember, it really does take a village...

http://www.raisinghimalone.com/strategies.htm


You are not alone,
Jerri of Mars

Jibrii the Journalist

Hey Mars,

     I'm a proud mother of a wonderful son which you all know to be, Jibrii. He is pursuing a career in entertainment via acting, broadcasting, and modeling. As a hobby, you can find him traveling the states seeking out Cosplay Conventions. For the novice, a Cosplayer is a person who designs costumes and models specific characters. Jibrii's characters are primarily of black descent and/or Marvel Comics, such as Bruce Leeroy, Deadpool, Taskmaster and the latest Moon Knight.



Jibrii as Moon Knight

     I have the pleasure of assisting with making costumes for these characters. It is costly, between purchasing the types of materials, designing, detailing, late night sewing (Jibrii's does this well) also traveling with hotel accommodations. Nevertheless, he gets to travel to various major cities. His latest travels has journeyed him to Washington, DC. He also appeared on Cake Boss in February as Deadpool, for a private NYC, rooftop, Marvel Comic 50th birthday celebration with the inventors.
     Through hard work and dedication, Jibrii has also embarked upon writing reviews for video games with a company called Nerd Caliber out of Boston. This has and is establishing him as a freelance Journalist. Watch his first interview video from Washington DC. As mentioned earlier, next month he will be working strictly in this capacity of freelance Journalist at his very first PAX Video Game Convention in Boston.

      We're so proud of him and we ask your prayers for traveling mercies, future paid assignments and that God be glorified. The Holy Spirit told me to call Jibrii, Prince, some years ago, said he will prevail for God and man. I believe God, because this was a child who had a speech impediment as he entered preschool. Never give up on God because He won't give up on You! He's able...

You are not alone,
Jerri of Mars